Today M forgot her meds when she went to work today. She still has to take 2 different medications for her lining. I told her I would bring them to her and when I got there she told me that the lab called with bad news. Our 2 little embies did not make it to freeze. I immediately told her it was okay and not worst case scenario. She then started crying and had to jet to the bathroom before anyone saw. I feel so bad for her. She said they didn’t give any details.
I know that all 5 of our embryos were all good quality at day 3 and our RE said she was fairly sure we would have something to freeze. I guess it was unrealistic to think that of the 5 fertilized eggs they would all make it. We still have Peter, Paul and Mary to think about and hope for and cross our fingers for.
I feel sad about our 2 little ones. Like… maybe they could have been babies? Well I guess not since they didn’t freeze. But it still feels like a little loss. I have been googling this scenario and found a lot of people who had success without frozen ones. I also see that only 20 – 30% make it to freeze on day 6 (our clinics protocol). But still… I just….. hope that our little embies in M are doing well. Please stick little ones.
This journey is not easy.